ffl. Fight for Love, Life, Laugh.
What's love? Many people say that they 'love' somebody. But acctually, they don't know what Love is. I know it and i don't want to. Look, when you like a person so really damn much, for 2 years right now, you dont want to. Yesterday i had a little fight with a friend, because i didnt kiss a boy right yet. So she said that i had to kiss anybody. I was shocked. Im not a bitch and want to kiss a boy i dont know really much! But the thing was that shes 13 and has had already 92682658 boys and also slept with 3 or 4? I dont want to be like this. I want to live my life like i want. but sometimes, i cant..
There are Always these many things in my head. Like the boy you love for this long time and dont have Any chance, but not only with this boy. I Always think that im not beautiful enough for this world. But there are many other things i dont want to say, like problems in family, ya know? :s
When im with friends, most time i cant laugh. Only when im drinking or smoking something. The bad (or good?!) thing is, that im not doing this often. Not more then one time a month.. ._.
i dont know what to do with my life. Im not really good in school and things like this.. :-/
people say: 'It's getting better!'
I want to believe, but i cant..So there are Always these things i do when im sad and i think i cant go on anymore.I dont want to do this all, but i cant stop it.. :-/
I have enough of people.
So let's get drunk, hoe!
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YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL ! ! !
Trust me you ARE beautiful :)
I don't say that because I'm nice or something.
I mean that like I say that. Because you ARE beautiful! you are REALLY REALLY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
Humains are like this that they always see 193786457862359290 faults at them selfs but others actually think that you look perfect just the way you are <3
jenny you're so sweet :-)
we all say the same! we look at us and only look at our blemishes.. but there are so many things that are just beautiful!
i for example love your hair! its with curls and i love curls and i dont care if you say you dont like them, i love yours! :]
and whose friend is telling you this? O.o
i think its not a great life having so many boys because maybe she missed her "real love" because she dont know what love is, its apparently just having a boyfriend..
and dont smoke and drink! its destroying you inside you and it wont help you. just in the moment you take it, but you will see in the end there are only bad consequences..
you should stop :(
and if you read my post, beauty is character.
so love yourself and others will love you as well! :]
we love you for who you are and not because of how you look like!